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Sunday, November 27, 2011

warm up...

Lama sangat dah tak update blog nih... masih tgh panaskan enjin slps lama x menulis..
Dah nak masuk 3 tiga bulan dah duk kat Mesir nih. Frankly speaking, i've learnt a lot even on my first day stepped on to this land. Like what many people used to say, Mesir, Ardhul Kinanah. Gotta admit that at first, I myself had no idea what was that supposed to mean, but yeah, " malu bertanya sesat jalan", so I asked my friends. Thanks to them, now only I know what does that mean. Yes, i'm 100% agreed with it. why? because here, i've learnt tons of things. Seriously, you gotta believe me.

Before this, I was like this one girl who wants everything to be at its best condition. Everything. well, almost everything. Easily disgusted with dirty stuff . Easily tempered. Wants people to listen to me ( yeah, that's a bit pathetic, i know ), but guess what? Alhamdulillah, those being mentioned are the past. Good to know that because when i thought about who i used to be, I kinda felt sorry for myself. But again, like i said, Mesir had somehow helped me to appreciate life even more. Taught to be moderate and mature when dealing with people. There're more and the list just keep going on and on. InsyaAllah, 6 more years to explore this life here with the nikmat of breathing given by Him.

Till then, Salam Maal Hijrah. May with the nikmat of age given by Allah, we can transform ourselves to be a better muslim and be closer to Him.

Saturday, August 27, 2011

intec moments #1

sudah seminggu ku di rumah
bersahur dan berbuka bersama keluarga tercinta
sangat bersyukur dan gembira ku rasa
namun, ada saatnya
apabila aku terasa rindu akan mereka
saat kami bersahur, berbuka bersama
di kem biro tatanegara
____

azan asar sedang berkumandang
memanggil kita untuk sembahyang
insyaAllah,
kalau ada umur yang panjang
dan masa yang terluang
akan ku sambung semula, ye sayang..
^________^


Thursday, March 31, 2011

b.u.r.i.e.d

To think of the fact that I simply followed what u said

Had no idea what was inside my head

to let it out to you about what I wanted,

wasn’t the thing that I was afraid

but I still left it unsaid

to avoid hurting another heart again

don’t wanna say or hear anything about this anymore

gonna let it buried down into the deepest core

.......

pergi,pergi,pergi

Demi mendapat apa yang diinginkan

keinginanku diletakkan kemudian

Perasaan bersalah selepas itu baru kelihatan

Cuba kupujuk diri ini agar sabar

Dalam menerima Qada dan Qadar

Agar aku tidak termakan dengan godaan

Perasaan marah serta dendam yang dibisik syaitan

Kubiarkan kesedihan dan kekecewaan berlalu pergi

Tidakku mahu memikirkannya lagi

Kerana ia hanya memeritkan hati

meyakini bahawa Allah Maha Adil lagi Maha Mengetahui

menjadi pengubat hati yang telah dilukai

biarlah, biarlah ini berlalu pergi

pergi, pergi, pergi

.......