we are special, dear sis..

dear sisters, we are indeed very special !! ^_^

there you go , a spontaneous and meaningful poem by our brother, Muslim Belal

"Walking with the black veil, talking with the low voice, she got no smell,

her beauty is amazing, but she doesn't want it public

she wears flats, cos the heels bring attention, she must be the one my book used to mention,

she doesn't wear make-up, her face is clear, and her eye brows have not been frayed for a year,

she got a head full of knowledge, and her heart is full of flair, eyes full of love, and hands full of care

loose their garments, that she like to wear" - Muslim Belal

first in foreign country..

Tonight I’ve witnessed

Friendship filled with sweetness

And a birthday night full of surprises

A delicious Egyptian cake is made as appetizers

It has been only three months

We’ve been housemate in this new foreign land

It all started at ARMA during and after the Ahlan

Where we were started to know and make more friends

Five gorgeous princesses under one roof

Each with such a unique name, I can proof

Mardhiah, Hafizati, Zahirah Aalia, Uswatul and Tyasyurrun

Yes, indeed, the names are just so beautiful. (huhu)

It’s even more beautiful when we have each other to give encouragement

Not to forget walking to the university together along the road pavement

Here, we learn tons of tips of becoming a great doctor for the patients

And also, a good wife for our future husbands

Alhamdulillah, all praises to Allah the Almighty,

For making my 18 birthday anniversary

Such a happy and sweet memory

will not forget this

first time celebrating it in a foreign country

which was away from my family

no sweat cause here, I also have family

sisters and friends who really care about me

Thank you Allah for such a meaningful gift

to this one little slave who just turn 18

~ the original bday cake~

~ the bday cake , modified version..huhu ~

~ Alhamdulillah, donut yang kecil tapi sgt sedap ~

* Alhamdulillah, still be given a chance to breath, lets be beneficial and useful to the ummah. *

^_^

mengejar CINTA

hari ini aku mendapat tahu

bahawa dia sudah ada yang punya

ku pasti di hatinya seorang solehah unggul

diri berkata, "sungguhlah bertuah wanita yang memiliki hatinya"

mungkin ini pengajaran buat diri kecil ini

untuk kembali sedar akan tujuan diri berada di bumi Barakah ini

bukanlah untuk mencari pasangan hidup semata-mata

tapi untuk mencari ilmu , itu yang utama

ampunkan daku wahai Pencipta

kerana ku tahu belakangan ini aku sering kali terleka

dengan kemajuan teknologi yang ada

aku tewas melawan nafsu yang datang menerjah

melepaskan waktu begitu sahaja

dengan melakukan perkara sia-sia

ya Allah, ku sedar ini yang terbaik buatku

biarpun hati pilu dan sedih saat aku mendapat tahu

namun ku pujuk hati ini dengan janji Mu

Mengejar cinta manusia aku akan mudah kecewa

Tapi dengan mengejar cinta Mu , ku dapat semula mencuci jiwa

Ia fitrah dan ia lumrah

Masing-masing menginginkan pasangan soleh dan solehah

Begitu juga diri ini yang masih berusaha untuk berubah

sentiasa berusaha tuk rapatkan hubungannya dengan Allah

kukuhkan cintanya terhadap Rasulullah

dan menyumbang segalanya untuk ummah

Sekarang mungkin belum masanya lagi

Kini, ku hanya perlu fokus study

Mendalami ilmu demi mengenali yang Maha Pencipta

Merasa kagum dengan setiap ciptaanNya

Subhanallah hati kecil ini berkata

Bergetar hati setiap kali melihat kebesaranNya

Ya Allah

inginku kuatkan cintaku padaMu

inginku buru redhaMu

ku letakkan itu sebagai matlamatku

Ku serahkan soal jodoh itu pada Mu

sungguh, Engkaulah yang lebih tahu

akan ku sentiasa berdoa

agar redhaMu sentiasa mengiringi si dia

Dan pabila tiba masanya kami bersua

ketika itu baru ku tahu

Siapakah dia peneman yang telah Engkau sediakan,

khas dan yang selayaknya buatku

"Cinta dan kasih sayang manusia hanyalah setitis jika dibandingkan dengan selautan cinta dan kasih sayang Allah, Sekiranya Engkau hilang kasih sayang yang setitis itu, ia tidak akan menjejaskan kehidupanmu selagi yang selautan itu masih engkau miliki"

warm up...

Lama sangat dah tak update blog nih... masih tgh panaskan enjin slps lama x menulis..

Dah nak masuk 3 tiga bulan dah duk kat Mesir nih. Frankly speaking, i've learnt a lot even on my first day stepped on to this land. Like what many people used to say, Mesir, Ardhul Kinanah. Gotta admit that at first, I myself had no idea what was that supposed to mean, but yeah, " malu bertanya sesat jalan", so I asked my friends. Thanks to them, now only I know what does that mean. Yes, i'm 100% agreed with it. why? because here, i've learnt tons of things. Seriously, you gotta believe me.

Before this, I was like this one girl who wants everything to be at its best condition. Everything. well, almost everything. Easily disgusted with dirty stuff . Easily tempered. Wants people to listen to me ( yeah, that's a bit pathetic, i know ), but guess what? Alhamdulillah, those being mentioned are the past. Good to know that because when i thought about who i used to be, I kinda felt sorry for myself. But again, like i said, Mesir had somehow helped me to appreciate life even more. Taught to be moderate and mature when dealing with people. There're more and the list just keep going on and on. InsyaAllah, 6 more years to explore this life here with the nikmat of breathing given by Him.

Till then, Salam Maal Hijrah. May with the nikmat of age given by Allah, we can transform ourselves to be a better muslim and be closer to Him.

intec moments #1

sudah seminggu ku di rumah

bersahur dan berbuka bersama keluarga tercinta

sangat bersyukur dan gembira ku rasa

namun, ada saatnya

apabila aku terasa rindu akan mereka

saat kami bersahur, berbuka bersama

di kem biro tatanegara

____

azan asar sedang berkumandang

memanggil kita untuk sembahyang

insyaAllah,

kalau ada umur yang panjang

dan masa yang terluang

akan ku sambung semula, ye sayang..

^________^

b.u.r.i.e.d

To think of the fact that I simply followed what u said

Had no idea what was inside my head

to let it out to you about what I wanted,

wasn’t the thing that I was afraid

but I still left it unsaid

to avoid hurting another heart again

don’t wanna say or hear anything about this anymore

gonna let it buried down into the deepest core

.......

pergi,pergi,pergi

Demi mendapat apa yang diinginkan

keinginanku diletakkan kemudian

Perasaan bersalah selepas itu baru kelihatan

Cuba kupujuk diri ini agar sabar

Dalam menerima Qada dan Qadar

Agar aku tidak termakan dengan godaan

Perasaan marah serta dendam yang dibisik syaitan

Kubiarkan kesedihan dan kekecewaan berlalu pergi

Tidakku mahu memikirkannya lagi

Kerana ia hanya memeritkan hati

meyakini bahawa Allah Maha Adil lagi Maha Mengetahui

menjadi pengubat hati yang telah dilukai

biarlah, biarlah ini berlalu pergi

pergi, pergi, pergi

.......